January 2012
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December 2011
52 posts
emeraldsholdnohope:
It must be true what people say, that only time can heal the pain. And every single day I feel it fade away, but - I still remember how the distance tricked us, and lead us helpless by the wrist into a pit to be devoured. I still remember how we held so strong to this, though we had never really settled on a way out. I still remember the silence, and how we’d always find a...
Why being a girl isn't working out for me:
Body: Oh, guess what time of the month it is!
Me: Please, god, no--
Ovaries: ALL SYSTEMS GOOOOOOOO!!!
Brain: I quit. i quit. kittens and cupcakes and no one loves me. oh my god salty snacks i am furious
Me: Please, guys, calm down--
Face: TIME TO RUIN EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER LIKED ABOUT ME. I'M GROWING MOUNTAINS, BITCHES.
Brain: And now I'm ugly! shbdksdnksbn
Torso: Time to practice labor. cramp this bitch up. GO GO GO GO GO GO
Me: STOP IT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!
Stomach: lol clothes cant fit you anymore. you are bloated. you are now a balloooooooon!
Me: I hate you all
Brain: I KNOW EVERYONE HATES ME I AM SO DEPRESSED. we need to procreate.
Face: Lol, i'm not done yet.
Uterus: what did i ever do to deserve this?
Brain: you just wait uterus. they're going to make you hold a baby for like 9 months straight.
Uterus: You mother fuckers.
Torso: CONTRACT!
Me: I quit being female, I am now a llama.
Brain: Me gusta.
“4. You don’t know if you’re going to transition well to adulthood and get a nice...”
– Seven Things You Will Never Know, Thought Catalog
The Worst
I had the most horrible dream that one of my friends stopped caring about me completely. It was heartbreaking. I woke up feeling nauseous.
Winter Break
So far I’ve spent my winter break sleeping more hours than necessary, eating more than necessary, spending more money than necessary. Things I need to do more of include spending more time with friends, continuing to eat more than necessary, earning some of the money that has escaped my wallet, reading.
Currently, I’m sitting on the couch, sick, with my sick father. He is reading...
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“I want things to go my way. As of late, a lot of shit been going sideways.”
– Drake ;; Successful
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“Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but...”
– Lance Armstrong (via quote-book)
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My door is open, and our walls are thin. When my sister comes home what my mom really thinks about me comes out, and it ain’t good. Sorry to disappoint you.
How to Have Fun with your Friends without Blowing... →
Dear Friends,
We need to do this now that I’ve spent all of my money on your Christmas gifts.
Sincerely, Me
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I Like Your Flaws →
“Maybe that’s what we look for in the people we love, the spark of unhappiness we...”
– Tom Perrotta (via quote-book)
“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply,...”
– Pablo Neruda, Cien sonetos de amor (via decrepito)
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“I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out...”
– Jack London (via imfantasyparade)
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Prisoner.
There is a black sludge that lurks in the shadows. It follows me around, inching after me and nipping at my heels. It is everywhere. It is at school, and it is at home. I cannot escape it. It clings to the hangers in my closet, and sits behind the drawers there. It waits patiently for an opportune moment to make itself known, and when I see it, I quickly move my hanging clothes back into a...
“Does it break my heart, of course, every moment of every day, into more pieces...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via black-wolves)
I have much to say, but not the words or the heart to write them down. Or perhaps, there are too many words and I have too much heart to let them be known. Eventually. I just need to sit down with myself for a bit and let it all flow out.
boogiebert14 asked: You're awesome :)
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Us in six sentences.
We were born of loneliness,...
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